Saturday, December 31, 2005
For the two months that I've been here in California, the happiest 5 minutes I had was when I was able to listen The Day You Said Goodnight by Hale. I had no idea that my brother had a Filipino CD with him. Too bad because it only had 5 songs but I felt totally good and just contented after the next 15 minutes of listening to the CD. Suddenly I felt like I was in my own room back in the Philippines. I can't wait for my cousin to come back from her vacation because I asked her to buy me like 20 Filipino CDs... I just hope that she didn't forget the list that I gave her... Aaaawww... I worry too much... This is so me.
People! To those of you who really know me and what misery that I am going through right now, please remind me NEVER to cut my hair short again. I am regretting it every morning that I wake up and see my self in the mirror or every time I dry my hair after I shower.... I miss my hair!!!!!!!!! Yes I could talk for hours about my hair, but no I'm not shallow.... Haha!!!
Anyways, Happy New Year everyone!!!
Spell casted @ 8:29 PM
Thursday, December 29, 2005
Noodles is essential on my diet and I'm wondering how I survived a week without it. Maybe that's the reason why I've been depressed for the past week.... But we have noodles now.... everything's ok in the world... yaaaaaay!!!
Spell casted @ 3:00 PM
Wednesday, December 28, 2005
Have you ever had a dream and never want to wake up from it because there exists this one person whom you’ve never known yet you feel that you belong with him? You don’t even know his name and where he's from. All you know is that somehow he has a dark past but it doesn’t matter because the way he holds you and the way he looks at you is unlike how anyone did it the way he does. And the worst part is, that when you go through your day, as the hours pass, the only memory you have of him, those 15 minutes that felt like a lifetime, begins to fade away. You shut your eyes and do your best to remember him but you can’t. All you can remember is the color of his hair, his silhouette, and that’s it. You’ll just hope that he comes back to you in your dreams or that someday he would exist in the real world.
Years would pass when your wish would come true. You look at him and try to recall where you’ve seen him but you don’t know where. He looks at you and thinks the same way. You both smile and swear to god that you both know each other but you’ll never figure it out. And once again, we thank the heavens for doing some cosmic mumbo jumbo and crossed our paths.
Spell casted @ 11:39 PM
Saturday, December 24, 2005
It’s very tempting when you find a very comfortable position in your bed and just stay there all day. I was so thirsty and I can feel that my throat is dehydrated and I really had to piss but I was so lazy to stand up and do anything… LOL
Tomorrow is the premiere of the annual Metro Manila Film Festival!!!! It’s always my own tradition to see at least two of the nominees and be really, really happy if I get to see three. I’m so frustrated that I can’t see any one of them!!! Sorry, no MMFF reviews for this year! But I’m coming up with an OPM music review! I should have thought of that like a week earlier, it would be so much better. Now I’m procrastinating and only like a week left before the week ends.
Spell casted @ 9:43 PM
I secretly want to be someone... reminds me of who I used to be... :-(
Spell casted @ 3:01 AM
Thursday, December 22, 2005
I haven't been my self for the longest time. One month and two weeks to be exact. It's enough that I have to deal with a whole new culture and being $84 short at work and have a dress code, but I feel like I'm also being restricted from being my self at home. I haven't talked to neither one of my bestfriends for more than a month and I've been a bit depressed because the little things that I want to vent out keeps on piling that sometimes I just cry until I fall asleep.
I was used to waking up in the morning and see my son's smiling face, sing at the top of my lungs any time of the day and run around our 2-story, 4 bedroom house (and yes, sometimes naked). Now I am living in a 1 bedroom apartment where room is beside the bathroom where someone would knock on the door because I'm too loud. It's like living in a library or a secluded monastery!!!
Spell casted @ 12:50 PM