Tuesday, January 03, 2006
I am so tired I just want to rest and sleep and the only thing that I can hear is the ticking of the clock and, where I see is nothing but darkness and I am isolated from the world and slowly drift away to a comforting slumber... but I can't!!! The TV is so loud and even if they turn it down it's still not enough (I don't want to hear anything remember!) and I can't even stretch my feet because I sleep in a small couch -- just imagine I am only 5 feet tall but I still don't fit in the it! This is a very simple thing that I want but it's not possible to happen at this time. I want this so badly that I'm gonna cry. There's this thing in my throat that hurts, the one that you feel when you are trying not to cry.
This is me 3 hours later after I wrote the first paragraph... yaaaay!!! I finally got my rest - and dinner... This morning at work, one of the regular customers said, "It's so nice of you to be here!" or was it "It's so nice that you're here" (?) Whatever it is, I'm really glad that I make people happy in my own little way. I think that a smile is like... coffee. It would be really great of you have it first thing in the morning and it just gets you going, gives you that constant high and gets you through the day!
Spell casted @ 11:06 PM