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Saturday, September 23, 2006



I am having a hard time doing what I want. I always have to ask someone's approval before I could go out and do the simplest things. I have this feeling that everybody is trying to control me. Is it because of my past? They keep telling me that they believe that I am a good person but it is so clear that they barely trust me. All I'm asking is to for me to be able to do things without worrying about what is waiting for me when I get home.

I always have to please them before I can please my self. I feel like I am suffocating and there is now way out. This is what I think will happen: I'll finally do what I want but it would be such an issue and fights will happen, words will be spoken and feelings will get hurt. I would totally be alone; or, I will follow whatever they would ask me to do but I would see my whole life pass me by and when they finally decide to let me go, there's nothing out there for me anymore. It's like in this lifetime, happiness is not meant for me.


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