Friday, September 15, 2006
So far, my morning started pretty well, I got enough sleep, I didn't chase the bus and train, I didn't forget anything (I think) and I look just right. I was even so cheerful and greeted my co-worker, which I don't usually do. I've been kind of a snob and a pain to her lately and for some reason this morning I felt bad about it.
I finally started working on the things I kept putting off because I'm not sure how to do them and I didn't want to annoy my office mates with my endless questions. For this day, I would try to keep my calm on customer service calls and be patient with everything. Because lately, when I wanted something, I wouldn't stop until I get it or bug Angel about it. I'll do it one day at a time.
Speaking of the devil, I couldn't help but notice that he's been nice to me lately. Or at least when we started talking again. It's the small things that he didn't really do before. He's been saying the three small words again an I try not to get too excited or might expect too much and just get disappointed in the end.
Back in the Philippines where texting is the same as breathing, I got this one message that this person loved the other one so much that he wanted to tell the whole world but kept quiet instead because he is scared that the world might take her away from him. That's exactly what I am feeling right now, and it's just really hard to contain my self when I have this overwhelming feeling.
Spell casted @ 8:16 AM